Hugo Wolf

"I appear at times merry and in good heart, talk, too, before others quite reasonably, and it looks as if I felt, too, God knows how well within my skin. Yet the soul maintains its deathly sleep and the heart bleeds from a thousand wounds." - Hugo Wolf

This is how I feel most of the time now honey. On the outside reasonable, yet dying on the inside. I miss you terribly. I really think about being with you in Heaven a lot. I read the Bible, my prayer book and other catholic books a lot. I don't want to leave anything to chance. I absolutely NEED to be with you again. If this is what it takes to get closer to God, it's unfortunate, but so be it. I need to do this so I can be guaranteed a spot next to you in Heaven. I cry often now throughout the day. Off and on. Anything could spur it, I never know when. I'm very sad and empty. I miss everything about you and what we shared. I'd give anything to feel your touch, your love. I miss it. You are absolutely beautiful....and I was the luckiest girl in the whole wide world. I love you forever...you and only you. Your Baby Girl. xoxoxox