Me Again

Same bitches as the last email. Did I make the right choice coming here? I know I don't want to be back working on the Joe or fighting fire....but this job is ugh. Honey, I can't wait to be living with Terry and coaching basketball. Should I just quit everything, take my money and start over? This just doesn't seem for me....I really gotta think this over this winter. Bottom line is I"M LOST WITHOUT YOU!!!

This is my newest favorite song...I love it honey, it makes me think of you & I listen to it over and over and over and over again.....it's Candlebox & I just saw them in concert, you would've loved it, I wish you could've been there! I love you honey - forever!!! xoxoxo

All, all it's not alright
Your role it played through time
Come and rescue me
You're needed here at home

And your space, a moment in time
A hand to hold a hand I tried
Who was it called to you?
Who called?
Your story's alive with hellos and goodbyes
Bright lights, first kiss and drunken nights
How I miss you

I miss you now and
Hey, I can't wait another day
And hey, that crooked smile upon your face
Oh they'll never get old
All the stories you told
From the beach to the ring
To the songs of your soul
How I miss you

And the rain
Falling cold outside
Covered me the day you died
You could have waited one more day
I should have called
I dream of your life, the war and the fight
The music you played, the love for your wife
And I miss you

I miss you now and
Hey, I can't wait another day
And hey, that crooked smile upon your face
Oh they'll never get old
All the stories you told
From the beach to the ring
To the songs of your soul
How I miss you
And I miss you
I miss you now and hey

And I'm mad at the age
That stole you away
By surviving that beach
You gave me my stay
And I understand by this that I am
All that you were was changed by that sand
But I miss you

And I miss you yeah
And hey, I can't wait another day
And hey, that crooked smile upon your face
Oh they'll never get old
All the stories you told
From the beach to the ring
To the songs of your soul
How I miss you
How I miss you