Random thoughts & ramblings from someone who has lost a loved one. What it's really like to grieve.
Nov 12, 2008
Couples
Yet again another reason why I think "If Kdub was still here I wouldn't be doing this .... "
This morning I had to run from M to P (13 or 14 miles one way from moms to _____ tire) in the wind that was blowing so hard that I could hardly even walk into it at times. Yeah I ran into this wind, it had to have been sustained 20 or 25, maybe 30 with gusts to 50. That was the prediction - gusts to 50. It was a miserable run w/ rain and wind and my foot hurt sooo bad. Of course I thought to myself, "if I was like anybody else I know, they're married and have someone to give them rides and pick them up when their car is getting worked on" Crap I wouldn't even be driving this car if you were still here. Oh well, what doesn't kill me only makes me stronger.
Gotta run, doing some mandatory credit card training for work .... just wanted you to know I was thinking about you today (like usual - whats new!!) hugs n kisses beautiful. I love you!!
(I looked the next day .. it was sustained 25-35)
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