Got home from another fire.
Everyone has someone to go home to. I always wish so bad you were
still alive & I was coming home to you. I miss you so much hon.
Lately I've just been feeling like I'm spinning in circles. I guess I
usually feel like I'm doing okay, but not recently. I feel like I'm so
lost without you. I feel like I'm missing out on so much because you're
not here. I wish I didn't feel so alone. I don't want to be with
anyone but you. Everyone I meet isn't you. Everyone who likes me isn't
you. I know God did this all for a reason, but sometimes I get so
discouraged, like it's not supposed to be this sad. You were my
everything that I waited for my whole life. I don't know hon, I guess
I'm just lonely & I need you and only you. You're just not here.
I love you honey. I will forever & I think that's my curse.
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