All Messed Up

Good morning Honey, I love you so much. Well, tomorrow we are getting married. I would have officially been ----------------- I will go to the church and be there at 1...I pray you will be too. I know you'll be there in my heart and soul.
I am downloading this song right now. I've heard it a couple times and the lyrics are so fitting to the way I'm feeling right now. Although I don't dream about you all the time, when I do it's great. I'm left with such a special feeling (if only for awhile), it's like I really was just with you for a brief moment. I wish I could dream about you every night. The rest of the song is right on. Just know that every time I hear this song I think of you. I guess that's kind of dumb cuz I think about you all the time (for realz). All day, everyday. I honestly think about you now the same amount that I thought about you when you were alive. All day, everyday. I love you so, so much. My heart aches for you. I miss you and I will try my best to be patient until I see you again in Heaven. So much love, -------


BREAKING POINT LYRICS

"All Messed Up"

I hope I never wake up
I dream about you all the time now
And I don't wanna face
Another night without you here
Someday, someway, somehow
We will be together again
You know I've always wanted
Just to feel the touch of your love
You know I've always hated
Knowing how far apart we are
Someday, someway, somehow
We will be together again
I just want you to know

[CHORUS:]
Baby I'm all messed up in you
You're far away
But you're here with me
Baby I'm all messed up in you
You're all I need
My everything

Every night i wake up
Hoping that I'll find you here and
There's not a day that goes by
I don't think about your smile
Someday, someway, somehow
We will be together again
I just want you to know

[CHORUS]

And I know that we will find a way
To be together someday
And I promise you that I won't leave
I'll be here forever

[CHORUS]

I want you
I need you
I'm lost here without you
I'm all messed up in you
I hope i never wake up
I dream about you all the time now.