Sometimes when I drive into ------ the first thing I want to do is get on my cell phone and call you OR check for messages cuz there was always one from you.
Sometimes as soon as I get into cell coverage (anywhere) the first thought in my head is to call you. I know all the spots to grab my phone cuz I know it works now. Like right on the corner before the golf course in --------. Coming down the hill into -------. When you hit the flat by the ------- exit outside of -------. The town of ------- when I'm coming up --. Every time I drive by or through those spots it's my immediate reaction to check my cell phone for messages from you (no one else mattered) or I couldn't wait to call you just to hear your voice.
Sometimes I get so tired and sad, I just want to give up.
Sometimes I have the worst pit in my stomach cuz you are gone (like right now).
Sometimes I just wanna run away forever and ever...I don't know where, I just want to get away...I want to run and run and run and never look back. I don't like these feelings I have. It hurts so much. Honey, I wish you were here to make it all better.
Sometimes I wish I could close my eyes and wake up and this was all a bad dream.
All the time I miss you so much I want to cry....all the time.
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