May 14, 2006

Dream

Last night I had a dream about you (finally, it's been too long!). I was soooooooooooooooo happy to see you. It was a flat place, like the fairgrounds at ------ or an airstrip. Knowing you it was probably an airstrip, but there were a lot of different events/booths and people. You were carrying me (piggy back) down a sidewalk and I swear my smile was huge. It was like you were not gone very long (you hadn't died), but we were back together again. I was just soooo happy that we were together again (just like when you'd come home from your 2 wks). I think I either had an ice cream cone or a milkshake. You walked through all the people (remember, you carried me the whole way) and I remember walking by a lot of my friends, but we never said anything to them and they never said anything to us....we were in our own world, engrossed in each other, Just laughing and talking. I don't remember about what, but every now and then I would lean down and look at you and you'd turn your head back towards mine and have the biggest, funny, happy laugh and smile. The last parts I remember after that was walking through a tunnel (or something dark...it got dark) with a low clearance. I remember saying, make sure to duck, so I wouldn't hit my head. After that I was walking by myself along a street and you were gone. I was looking at a steak/seafood dinner sign outside a restaurant and it was $23. I thought to myself, if ------ was around that would be the type of place we'd eat. I was also sad and lonely feeling.

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