Our daughter

Honey, this made my day and warmed my heart. When I got off of work ---- called and had left a message thanking me (and mom n ---) for spending the day with ------. She said it made a world of difference in her attitude and she was very happy and had a good time. Honey, that made me feel so good especially after dropping her off at Carlys house and she walked away looking so sad. It still hurts me to think of that moment...how I wish I could just scoop her up and 'save' her. Anyway I thought it was very nice of ------ to call and thank me and even nicer to hear how much of a difference it made with -----. That's all I wanted when I went up there, I prayed for it and of course I thanked the Lord for listening to my prayer. He answered it. :) Hiked around a lot today, tried burning a unit but ---- decided it was burning too hot so we bagged it. Instead we hiked around the unit and then kicked it while we watched it back down. I thought of you a lot as I was hiking through the woods...thinking that you used to do this too. Also they were doing a helicopter burn up around ---ry using 48 Uniform....so everytime I heard that on the radio it made me sick....a pit in my stomach. I hated it. That could be you and I could be seeing you after work and we could still be together....it just all sucks.....a lot. Jesus, my prayers and my faith gets me through every day, but that doesn't mean it's easy. It's sad, it's hard, it's disappointing, it really sucks, it makes me cry, it's just awful honey. But I pray and I try and I try....every day. Every single minute, every single day. Well, I'm going to shower and then watch the Apprentice. I gotta call your mom too and wish her a happy belated Mothers Day.....I hope I don't upset her too much by saying that. :( I love you so, so much. Forever and ever, always!