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my k-dub and yeah i've been missing 'k-dub', :) it's been awhile. i miss you so much....I wish so bad you could be here with me right now. I want you in my life....it's incomplete without you. it really is...i feel so lost. why can't you just come back. i can't even fathom going the rest of my life without you. i just hope i die soon....i can't even think about being retired without you....being an 80 year old without you....that's so long away and i always imagined you and me together throughout the future. to be alone is something i can't even think about. i don't want to be there without you. i just want all this to end. if i was dead i could be with you. i don't want to live in this petty little world without your love. i'm ready to see you right now, the sooner the better. i miss you, i miss you, i miss you! i want so bad to spend today with you. i am sick, so i stayed home from work. this time i really am sick...got a dumbass cold...cuz i ran myself into the ground. did i tell you i bought your cologne, adidas dynamic aftershave, cuz the smell reminds me of you. this sucks so bad. i hate life without you. i wish it didn't have to be this way. guess i'll go now, just wanted to tell you i love and miss you. your baby girl. oxoxoxox