Tired

It's already June 2, Friday....and I still hate this soo much. I'm really, really tired. I'm tired of this everyday. Thinking about it, dealing with it and trying to act 'normal' and like I'm ok. I'm tired of being strong. I'm tired of feeling weird all the time. I gotta go to work now, just wanted to write you really quick. I love you so much and I wish there was some way I could just see you or even feel you....anything, even if just for a second. Damn, I miss you. Love ALWAYS, your baby girl