Dream

I finally had a dream about you!!! Actually I prayed so hard coming home and before I went to bed and I had one! the song that came on the radio as i was praying before i went to bed was 'when i look to the sky!' I'm so happy now. from where i can remember we were right next to each other, real close, and talking. it was a work situation, i remember ---- was there, but if i remember right so were a lot of my high school friends. anyhow people were around us everywhere. we were talking and our faces were like an inch apart (who knows we could've been hugging) and we kept kissing then talking. we really weren't carrying on much of a conversation cuz we were just so happy to be together and we kept kissing. all i remember was our faces. next thing i remember is we were on the ground and naked. we were laying right against each other and we still were just so happy to see each other and i don't remember much of our conversation, but we were really smiling and so happy. i remember people walking by and making comments about us being naked laying on the ground, but we didn't care. next thing i remember is us being in a bathtub, i was filling up the water and you were in it and i asked if it was ok temperature, when it was good to go, i got in with you and we were in this bathtub together. i don't remember much of our conversation then, but i remember calling you honey. then we were together in there, but then next thing ya know you had disappeared and it was me by myself. but there was an object which i can't remember what it was and your voice was telling me that you weren't really gone, but you were ______. (i can't remember) and in order to see you again all i had to do was ______ (i can't remember that either). then you reappeared. so then you were getting ready for your job assignment, getting into our forest service s-10 and i was telling you to get a spare tire cuz we had used the one in the s-10 for a flat. then you drove away and i could see you in the distance going up a hill and i thought to myself, no way am i going to ever let him out of my sight again, i'm giving up everything to be with him. so i just took off from my job (that's the feeling i got in the dream), i went after you and i can't remember specifics now except that i finally caught up to you and i told you i would never leave your side again...i was going to go anywhere you were.

so that's the dream and i'm just so happy i dreamt about you cuz yesterday was hard, we had grandmas memorial and i was really sad for you, but of course, couldn't help but to think of you all the time. i went to rite aid to get some odds n ends and the lady at the register commented on how pretty my ring was and how shiny it was. yeah, i played it off all happy, but that was really sad.

as i said earlier i went to bed to 'when i look to the sky' and woke up to 'over my head' (my new theme song). pretty appropriate. anyhow, i'd write way more but i gotta leave in a half hour for church. main thing is it helps me so much just to dream about you....yes! i'm happy. i love you and for realz if i had the chance again i would never ever leave your side, i'd go with you to every acn appointment, to look at every charger part, to drop off and pick up ----, every two weeks when you work. i would be sooo by your side! well, i better go. i love you so, so, so, so much. i wish words could do justice cuz i'd smother you with my love verbally. love you always and forever. xoxoxoxo