Missing You So Much

I love you and miss you so much. I'm really at a loss for words, I just miss you and I feel so hopeless and lonely. I want you back and it's just empty and I can't help but think of you all the time every day. I wish you never had to leave. I'd write more but I'm just tired, lots of fires and 16+ hr. days. Something I wouldn't be doing if you were here, I'd be with you. I miss you. I'm on fires and I can't wait to leave to come home, but than I remember you're not there so why do I want to come home. I guess I don't, I just want to be with you. I feel really numb and lonely right now. I wish you could be here to give me a hug. Please don't forget about me, I think about you first thing every morning and last thing every night...of course all day in between. I'm not lying either, I really do think of you that much. I'm sad cuz I miss you. I can't wait to be with you in Heaven...I really can't wait, I know it will be good. Tomorrow I'll be going to church than the internet cafe, so I will write you a lot there. I have a lot I want to say to you..just tired right now. I love and miss you. Really, I love you more than anything in the whole wide world. xoxoxo - your baby girl.