Random thoughts & ramblings from someone who has lost a loved one. What it's really like to grieve.
Sep 22, 2006
Another Dream
Yay, I had another dream about you last night. This time you were affectionate back to me. We were upstairs in the house I grew up in. We were in my old bedroom and actually we were being very affectionate - we were laying in my closet, but everytime things started getting hot n heavy we'd hear someone coming up the stairs so we'd stop. No one ever came in my room. I'm not sure how long this went on.....I don't remember much more of the dream. Oh yeah, you were telling me how beautiful I was, how you loved my body, how you loved everything about me. I remember being self conscioius cuz in the dream my muscles were really big and I didn't think you'd like that, but you did like it and it made me feel good, thinking that you loved me for me. I can't remember anything else after that, at least not anything with you involved. I did keep dreaming about our work 6 pk. and the light bar. Like I was living in there and someone tried to break in and I had to flip the lights on (the emergency lights on top) and then I chased 'em and tried to run em over. It was night time. And I remember I was in ----. Then I remember being at some conference with a big crowd/audience. I sat next to someone I knew (can't remember who now). Next thing I know I'm sitting next to --- and ---. Then I remember someone telling me about dad being at --- funeral and I clarified, "my sister" and they said no, your dads friend. I was confused so I ran home (I was at the ---- Rd.) and I remember running by ---- on the highway. He was walking with some other man. I ran right by them. After that is when I got to what looked like a conference. Maybe that was supposed to be the funeral???? Anyway, that's all I can remember, but the main thing is I dreamt about you and you were so nice, loving and caring. Just like you always were. The main thing I remember was just that you were so full of unconditional love and you loved me just for me. Thanks honey, I need dreams like that. They make my day go so much easier! I love you forever and always. I will NEVER forget you. Love you back unconditionally, your baby girl xoxoxox
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