Dream

Just when I start to feel so far, far away from you, you come to me in a dream. To the best of my recall, my dream went something like this: it's like you had never died. You were just gone. You'd be on a job somewhere or I was on a fire, actually I think it was the latter. I called you and I was around a bunch of people. When you answered on went on and on "honey, i love you so much. You're so beautiful. I miss you so much. I can't wait to see you, etc. etc." I was pouring it on thick. I don't remember what you were saying back, but I finally got to see you and we were just sitting next to each other and I think I was running my fingers through your hair and maybe kissing your cheeks. It was like I was smothering you and you were preoccupied with something. In my dream it didn't bother me. It was like we saw each other all the time and I was just being my usual smothering self while you were trying to do something. :) When I woke up I was happy I dreamt about you. Of course, I got to thinking....damn, I wish he would've hugged or kissed me back. So it only bothered me when I woke up. In my dream we were just happy and normal....just like it used to be. All in all I was in a much better mood today. For realz, dreaming about you makes it ok. I'll take a dream about you....always, I really will. It's like I really saw you, that's how real my dreams feel. Thanks for coming to me in dreams, you really do make me feel better. I hope it never ends. There was probably more to my dream, I know there was, but I couldn't remember all of it when I woke up. I'm pretty sure --- and/or --- were in it at some point. I'm gonna go to bed now. For realz honey thank you so, so much for coming to me in my dreams, I need it, I really do. You make it all better. I love you always...of course, I miss you so, so much. I'd give anything to see you again. I sooo can't wait to make it to Heaven so we can be together again. I love you with all my heart and soul. Forever yours, your baby girl xoxox