Random thoughts & ramblings from someone who has lost a loved one. What it's really like to grieve.
Sep 4, 2006
Thought Of You
Today I thought of you....as I was walking the ------ fire I listened to "2 Pops" (your old ship). I think ----- was the pilot, he was so professional and soft spoken. It made me think back to you and how you were on the radio. You were so nice, kind & professional. On top of that you were cheerful and funny. Everyone loved you. It made me think of what a nice person you were, that everyone who knew you loved you. One time a while back you sent me an email telling me how lucky you were I picked you cuz everyone was drawn to me. You thought you were lucky I picked you. You don't know how much that holds true for me. I know I've told you before, but I am the lucky one (I was the lucky one). Everybody loved you. You could've been with so many people, but you picked me. I am so lucky to have loved you and have been loved by you. I'm thankful for whatever it is about me that drew you to me. :) I was so, so lucky to be with you. Thank you so much for picking me, loving me and treating me like a queen. I will NEVER forget how well you treated me. You were so thoughtful & kind. You were a true gentlemen. It was not above you to write the sappiest emails or leave the most loving messages. And of course, tell me to my face, how beautiful I was. You didn't care how moooshy we looked, what you cared about was that I knew how you felt. I can't even imagine anyone treating me that good again. I can only pray for that and if it never happens that's ok too cuz I experienced the best, a piece of heaven, an angel. Some is better than never. I was the luckiest girl alive, I will always believe that. Thank you so much for loving me honey. I was truly blessed by you and God sent me an angel when he sent me you. I love you always and I will never forget you. Time may pass, but I will always remember how you loved me and how I loved you. As you once said, "we are nothing less than perfect" Love forever, your baby girl
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