Random thoughts & ramblings from someone who has lost a loved one. What it's really like to grieve.
Sep 4, 2006
Wish U Were Here
I'd give anything to be sending this to you while you were off away fighting a fire or just logging. I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you this morning....sometimes I check my email outta habit just hoping there's something from you. I know, it's dumb, but I can't help it. Sometimes I just want this all to be a big mistake and you're out there somewhere. Like you're in the military or something...you might be gone a year, two or three and I'm just waiting for you to come home. I don't know why I always imagine that you'll be waiting for me at home or just maybe I'll come home and there will be a message from you on my answering machine. Or maybe when I check my messages on my cell, one would actually be from you. I just want you to be back so bad. Life is strange without you. I miss what we had and from the bottom of my heart it really was something so special, something that can never be duplicated. I love you for giving me the best years of my life. I can't wait to see you again someday....I hope it's soon. I love you honey, I really do, so much more than I could ever express with words. I'll always love you...always! your baby girl. xoxoxox
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