Another Dream

last night i had another dream about you....it was really, really vague. i dreamed about a lot of weird things last night.... and a lot of people were in my dreams. i was in a big mansion or farm house out in the country...it was dark...i drove away in my ------- in the middle of the night. a whole different thing now....i was in a vehicle with ---, we were driving in like a log yard or something .... all muddy ... but gravel where the road were in between the log decks....--- was driving......a big storm was coming in and we were watching huge waves crash along the beach that was off in the distance. another new dream.....i noticed a gift shop along a street....it was in the seattle area, because i was bummed dad couldn't have went to it while we were visiting ----.....the shop was full of antique john deere toys. i asked a lady for her card. she didn't have one so she wrote down her name and address. i left out the back and went into an alley. your dream-i don't remember much at all, but seeing you and the feelings i had. i don't know where we were, i don't remember the background or atmosphere, but i'm pretty sure we were by ourselves....i was a couple feet from your face just gazing at you. you were either talking, smiling or laughing....because i was just being quiet watching/listening to you. i said, see these are the moments i miss, just watching you ______. fill in the blank with whatever you were doing. i can't remember....i either said smiling, laughing or talking. i was so happy though....that was the feeling i remember, being content and so, so happy. i was just beaming. not talking, just smiling and looking at you. gazing at you....taking it all in. enjoying the moment. so that's all i can remember, but i love it...i love dreaming about you because like i've said before it's like i was with you last night. i wake up and it feels so real. i'll be headed to --- shortly...----- is over and we will be celebrating -----'s birthday. wish you could be with us....well, i know u will be, i mean physically. i'll love you forever, as long as i live and of course, in heaven.....i'll love you 'til the end of time (if that even exists). you're the best....love you honey bunny. xoxoxox