Nov 1, 2006

Dream

I dreamt about you last night (whoo hoo). We were outside yet there was a oven there and you were stirring something on the oven. I was beside you (like I always was when we were in the kitchen) and I just kept staring at you thinking how beautiful you were. ---- was just around the corner. It was like we were in a house but we were really outside, so while it felt like --- was in the other room, I guess it was just the feeling cuz she was really somewhere outside with us not too far away, our view of her was just obstructed by something. So as I'm looking at you, I tell you that you're soo beautiful and lean up to kiss you. It was just a peck because you said ----'s over there. Just like back in the day when we were in the kitchen and we'd kiss and we'd have to settle down and stop cuz ---- was in the other room. Next thing I remember is we were not too far away in a different spot with ---- and there was a gigantic earth worm. You seen those things before? It was probably about 4 feet long and a foot around. We were looking at it, but not getting too close. It slithered away into a big hole in the ground. --- and I went up to the hole and looked in. At first it was dark, but then it got kind of light near the entrance and the hole got big enough to walk in. Kind of like a cave, so we walked a little way in. Immediately there was a corner so we looked around the corner and there was the earthworm. I started throwing rocks at it and it started slithering towards us. We went back outside and you were still there, so we stood next to you and threw rocks at it. It actually hissed and we were surprised. We all followed it for a ways and as we threw more rocks at it, it grew a shell or type of armor. The landscape was like a desert, I don't remember too many trees (if any) at all and the ground was really dry and it was hard even to find rocks to throw. It eventually slithered away and I don't remember any more of you.
What's funny is you hardly ever talk in my dreams. In fact usually you don't. So even though you said just one thing I was surprised. You may have said more when we were investigating the worm, but it seems more like you were just watching and admiring. Like a bystander. It's vague, remembering if you talked anymore.
Well, I have to be to work in twenty minutes (ugh), better go.
I love you and dreaming about you helps, it makes it feel real, like I was just with you. I really like the feeling I have now. Just like in the dream, I could stare at you for hours, you are really so, so beautiful. It may sound corny, but your beauty was hypnotizing. I love you forever honey. So, so, sooooo much. your baby girl, xxoxoxoxox

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