Rewind In Time

I read some of the old emails I sent you and they brought a tear to my eye. I loved you so, so, so, so much. My emails to you are exactly how they are now as fas as the love I express. A lot of times they say you idealize how it really was, but there's none of that here. I can read my emails to you and I'm so expressive and loving. I loved you more than the world. It's so hard to read them and realize it's no more. It's really, really sad. I just wanted to say hi and that I love you still more than the world. I want to be with you in Heaven right now so bad. I miss you honey...a lot. Reading those emails puts a pit in my stomach and makes me rewind back in time like you're still here. It really does take me back, just like it was yesterday. I don't know if that's good or bad, but I do know it hurts. It hurts a lot. It really does put an awful pit in my stomach and an emptiness in my heart. I miss you honey. I love you always and forever, your baby girl. xoxoxox