NEED YOU

i hate what's been done to my life
i hate
i hate
i hate
i hate
i hate
i just want you back
i just want to be with you
i just want to die so we can be together
i don't want this life without you
i don't want this life with all this pain
i don't want to go from all the love in the world to all the pain in the world
i would not wish this pain on my worst enemy
this is hell on earth, this is the worst pain ever imaginable
i don't know how people do this, i really don't
how can people survive? how do they make it?
i want to quit
i want to give up
i don't care
life without you is empty
life without you is meaningless
life without you is so empty
EMPTY
that is how i feel
nothing feels right
i feel like i don't belong anymore
i don't want to be here
i really don't
i just wanna die
i just want this all to end
i just want to close my eyes and never wake up
i just want to escape
i don't want this pain anymore
i don't want this emptiness anymore
i don't want this hate anymore
i don't want this
i never wanted this
i never asked for this
life isn't fair
and i'm not afraid to bitch about it
life sucks
i don't have to like it
i hate it
i hate whats been done to my life
i'm so tired
i'm so tired of this pain
i'm so tired of this hurt
i'm so tired of this sadness
i'm so tired of this anger
i'm so tired of this loss
i'm so tired of missing you so bad i can't breathe
i'm so tired of missing you so bad i can't see straight
i'm so tired of missing you so bad i can't think
i'm so tired of missing you so bad i can't move
i'm so tired of missing you so bad period
make it stop
this pain
it's killing me
life is killing me
losing you is killing me
being without you is killing me
i can't do it
i need you
i NEED you
i'll die without you
please die
i want to die without you
so i can be with you