Every Morning

not like sugar rays song, every morning - "every morning there's a halo haning on my the corner of my four piece bed....."

hah, not here. every morning i wake up and YOU are the FIRST thought in my head.....nothing in particular, just ----. gets old, i can't control it, that's just what i think. i would love it if i thought ---- cuz today was the day I was leaving to see you or today was the day you were coming home from 2 wks or today was the day we were going somewhere together or even better you were laying next to me. but there's no hope for any of that, so it sucks to think of something you can't have EVERY morning first thing. great way to start the day. oh, you detect bitterness....i wonder why?

sorry i bitch to you, you don't deserve it. :( just cuz i don't like thinking about you first thing (just cuz it hurts dammit) doesn't mean i don't love you. therein lies the problem, i love you toooooo much, soooooo much. my love for you is equivelant to the pain and hurt i feel, so you know that is A LOT.

well, i love you so much more than i could ever type.....you know that. my only hope in this life is to see you SOON. i love you eternally, your baby girl. xoxoxox