I Love You That Much

Do You Love Someone This Much?

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle...
Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.

Girl hugs him
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.

In the paper the next day :( A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one had survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug him one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

So after I thought about the depth of this really, it sounds all romantic that he would save her, BUT this is what I started thinking about: If there was no choice and God could take you or me, I would want him to take you because I would NEVER want you to experience this pain that I experience. I could choose to have you be in Heaven full of love, no worries and eternal life...we'll all be there shortly anyway. OR I could choose for you to live and you would have to suffer this pain on earth until you died. Honey, just thinking about you having to experience pain like this hurts me and makes my stomach turn. I could never knowingly subject you to this...NEVER! That is an easy question for people who have never experienced the pain of death. Of course they think, "oooh, how I would love to have someone love me that much!!" So much that they would sacrifice their own life for you, BUT, to me, a deeper love than that is to let them have eternal happiness in Heaven while you take the lifetime of pain and despair. Honest to God honey, it would devastate me if you ever had to feel a sliver of this hurt that I carry. So even though, it pains me that you are gone, I have a little iddy bit of comfort when I think to myself, at least he's not the one going through this pain.