Dream

hey there hon...first and foremost i love you more than anything. i'm in wickenburg, AZ right now. sittin in the parking lot of mcdonalds...haha, someplace i would never eat. but it's a good place to write you a letter. i slept at some rest stop last night outside of kingman. i had a dream about you. i was at work and i came over the top of this hill and your helicopter was there, wrecked. I ran up in a panic and i saw you in the back of the kmax on a hospital stretcher. your eyes were closed and all i could see of your body was your face cuz you had a white sheet draped over you. i wasn't sure if you were dead or not. I said "--------?" but right when i said your name a head rolled out by my feet and it was ----- in dispatch. he said help me and i went around the front of the helicopter and saw his body but only his head was on it now. so i started to try to help him...pretty soon he seemed okay and i was trying to call cda dispatch so they could send help for you in case u were still alive, but the radios kept doing the crappy thing that they always do to me in the summer, they kept cutting out. so everytime i would say cda dispatch, this is ---------, it would cut out...then dispatch said, station calling standby, but i got on and said this is an emergency, but it kept cutting out and they couldn't hear me. ------- kept saying i'm glad you're here, i would've never known what to have done. i never saw you again after the initial first time, but then again i never looked in the back of the helicopter again. i was just more concerned with getting you help and fast...i was getting really scared, pissed and discouraged cuz no one would talk to me and no one would help me. so that's my dream. i better go, i'm trying to get to green valley or patagonia while the day is hot so i can get a tan. i love u with all my heart and some day we will be together. i'm eternally yours and i can't wait to see you - my angel sent from above. i love you sooooooo much!!!