Horrible Mom

Here's a letter from me to ----, my friend in Nampa. I wrote a bunch of stuff before but stupid Mozilla froze up and I lost the letter and I don't feel like rewriting it. I actually wrote this Friday, 2 days ago. So I'm in no mood to write anything before it. It is what it is.

Sunday I'm going up to ---- to hang out with ---- (----s daughter). I was supposed to pick her up today after school and she was supposed to spend the night. So this was all planned last week and when I called ---- (----'s mom) on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday she never answered and she never called back. So I kept telling her to call me back so I knew where to pick her up and if it was still okay. Well, I have driven all the way up there before and they were no where to be found, so I was like fuck that shit, I am not doing that again dammit. So I worked today instead and figured ----'s probably in jail or something (knowing her). Dumb bitch calls me all day - are you coming up? sorry my phone broke. wondering where you are? So when I get home at 7 tonight I have all these messages.....WTF.....ugh, piss me off, why didn't she call me all week. And really I wasn't sure where they'd be, otherwise I just might have driven up there, but last week ---- said that --- (her daughter, not -----s biological) was on the run from the law cuz she had 27 parole violations and so she was hiding her in Spokane somewhere. Here ---- is complaining about how the parole officer is a jerk cuz he wants to put ---- in a detention center until she's 18 and no way do they want that, so she was telling me they might move to Washington so they could get out of the Idaho justice system. And she also told me the cops wanted to put her in jail for 10 days if they could get proof she was harboring -----. Then she told me she let ---- stay home from school all last week just because and I could get her anytime I wanted cuz it was okay if she missed school. Like it's okay with me to take her out of school!! How does a parent think it's okay to not let their kid go to school??? Especially ----, she needs all the help she can get, at least a little discipline or structure. So WTF I'm not gonna drive two hours like I have before when I don't know what could be happening in that pyscho's life. I should be nice to her....well, I am, just so I can keep having ----- stay with me. Plus she likes me too, but I think she keeps our relationship good just cuz she says ---- drives her crazy and I should take her for weeks. Hah, some mom she is, trying to dump her daughter off on other people. Pisses me off as you can tell. When ---- called me tonight she was really sad that I never came up to get her...and it made me feel like a piece, but I promised her I'd go up Sunday and we could spend the day together. Really the best thing for them is that ---- does get put anywhere but her moms. They do drugs together...weed, meth and ---- has been kicked out of all schools, been in and out of jail for the last 3 years. Her mom just lets her run around and do whatever she wants, plus doing drugs with your kid. Ugggh!! I'm just hoping someday they realize how crappy ----- is as a mom and that they take ---- away and she can stay with ----s mom - we both want that and it would be best. ---- took ---- off of her autism medicine too just cuz she didn't want to pay the xtra $$ every month, even though she gets a million dollars/ month cuz------s dad died when she was a kid and then ----- dying. She is a work of art and I'm ranting and raving....I guess I could go on forever, just a little pissed at being hopeless and watching some dumb waste of my air ruin two kids lives - that really are good kids - they just need a chance. And you don't have to say anything back to my rant, just pissed and venting.