Mar 16, 2011

5 Years Ago



5 years ago tonight I talked to you on the phone. Then you called me again tomorrow a few times way early in the morning .. like 3, 4 and 5. OMG, I don't know what to say honey except I miss you terribly and I feel really LOST without you. I feel like my life is out of control & I have no direction. I don't know what the hell is going on ... I really have NO direction. If only you were here everything would be OK. Ugh, I hate my job, but how many years have I been saying that? Well what am I going to do instead? Pfffft, I have no idea. I'm trapped. Ugh, shut up, this is about you .. not me. I lost you 5 years ago and ever since nothing has been right. When I see you again is when I will be happy again. I love you honey. So so so much!!

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