You & Me Forever

You know & I know I've tried my best to let go of you, but I don't want to. Wanda asked me today if I had anyone new in my life & I told her the truth, that there's no one out there better than you. She's about the only one I can tell that to without being judged or her trying to convince me that there's someone else out there for me. She's one of the few who knew how absolutely in love we were. She knows I won't ever be with anyone again & I know that. I'll probably never tell anyone else that because when I do they go on & on about how I will find someone else or I need to date again or whatever b.s. they spew. I love Wanda for accepting what we had & that it is what it is & I will be without you until I die and we are together again in Heaven. I DON'T want anyone else. I CAN'T imagine it. It's just not going to happen. I'm soooo happy & blessed & fortunate for the wonderful time we shared and no one can ever take that away from me. My life is only me now & that's okay. I see myself alone until I die just doing my thing and being independent. I just wish I was retired or independently wealthy so I could go to AZ or travel to Oly and do some coaching or drive around the U.S. & just be in Renee land visiting people and having fun. :-)
I miss you honey & we sure shared something special didn't we. God bless that!
You have a good night honey ... your angelversary is coming up. :-( Please be with me in one way or another ... dream or a sign, they all make me happy. I love you forever hon!! x0x0x0x0x0