Dreams Please

So I was thinking about how I used to dream about you all the time & I'm wondering why I don't dream about you anymore? Honey, I would give anything to have a dream about you again. That's what used to get me through my days. Maybe I'm stronger now, but I still miss you & just knowing you are still out there and ok weighs heavy on my mind. I always wonder about you. Where you are? Are you still in Purgatory or are you in Heaven now? Are you off watching over your mom? Or S---? Why don't I see you in my dreams anymore hon? My wish is that you would still at least "stop by" every now & then. Thank you for the signs, I know you still send those. Just about a month ago I was driving through the Santa Y and thinking about that amazing time when we were flying and saw all the wildlife & the sunset and just how beautiful it all was ... and then I got lost in my thoughts & then my heart hurt really bad & I was missing you horribly and then 6th Ave Heartache came on the radio. Ha, that snapped me back into reality & then I knew you were there and it was OK. But anyway, I still miss you so, so much & would love to see you every now and then in my dreams. Maybe tonight?? .... Please. :-) <3 Forever