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I was looking at your picture as I was logging on to AOL. I thought of how soft your cheeks were and just how beautiful you are. I could've stared at you for hours back in the day (I'd cry these days, so I couldn't do it for hrs now). You were gorgeous. There's no doubt I will NEVER find anyone as beautiful and gorgeous as you. I was also thinking today of how much we worshipped each other. How gentle, kind, and nice you were to me. You were so respectful. I've never in my life seen a guy treat his girlfriend, fiance or wife as well as you treated me. I was the luckiest girl in the whole wide world. You were soo real. I will seriously NEVER find anyone like you ever again. But that's ok. I had the best in the whole wide world and I am/was so lucky. I thank God for that. I used to thank God for you everyday. Now I just thank God that I got to meet you and be a part of your life. It was the best. Thanks for giving me a taste of heaven. You're the best honey. I love you and miss you terribly. So, so much. I can't wait to be with you again.....soon. I hope. So much love, your baby girl. xoxoxox