"THE ONE"

I can't stop crying....I miss you so much. I think of all the things we used to do together. Just little things....hanging out at your house, hanging out at mine...driving together, trips together. I just think of the most random things and moments. I miss those times so bad. I know I'll never experience anything like that...or anything like you ever again in my whole life. Guess that's what makes it sad. I think I'm coming to grips with you were 'the one'. There really won't be another for me. I knew the moment I met you, you were 'the one'. The thing that people don't get is 'the one' is singular, meaning it's only once. In this case, once in a lifetime. When it comes to relationships and people say 'the one', that means they found their one person that they're supposed to spend the rest of their life with. So I did it, I found you. It really sucks I had to lose you too, but at least I found you. I know that because you were the one, there will never be another. I can come to grips with that because I was cool with living the rest of my life by myself before I ever met you....I was comfortable with that before, so I can be again. I really don't want anyone for the rest of my life anyway. I only want you. No one can even come close to you....there's no use in trying or being desperate. I want to wait for you. I want you to be the only one for the rest of my life. I will wait for you. I don't have a problem with that. I am so in love with you, I will do whatever I have to. I will be faithful to you, I promise. We will be together again. You are 'the one' so that means I'm with you forever, even if I'm here and you're there, we are still together. We were supposed to be joined as one and in my mind we already were, we just never had the official ceremony to say we were. You have my heart, like I wrote to you earlier. You will always have it. I will go on, always looking forward to that day when we will be reunited again. I love you more than anything ever in my whole life. You are my only true love ever, I love you honey. So, so much. Your baby girl. xoxoxox