How I view life now is like a stone being dropped in a pond. Closet to the stone the ripples are the biggest and closest together. This is the closest to the disturbance one can be. As the ripples get farther away, the further apart they are spaced and the smaller they get. Some days I feel far away from the stone. Like it happened so long ago, the days pass by so fast and I might even be able to function alright. Other days I feel like I am the first ripple coming off the stone. Disturbed, hurt, sad, angry. The days I feel closest to the disturbance are days I feel like it happened yesterday or the days I miss you so much I'm not sure if I can make it without you. I wish it didn't have to be this way, I would give anything to feel your touch, I miss you so much honey. I can't even put into words how much I long for you, but you have to feel my pain from Heaven. You have to know how badly this hurts. I want to be with you so bad! I can't wait for my turn to go. I can only imagine the day I will get to spend the rest of my life with you. I love you honey....so, so much and for all eternity. Your baby girl. xoxoxoxox
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