Thank You So So Much

Honey, thank you so much for the dream last night. It's the best I've had of you for a long time. You weren't with me for very long but it was so fulfilling. I just remember being in a maze looking all over for you and then i was in a vehicle going down all these dirt roads, muddy, with snow and in the mountains and they would dead end and i'd turn around and take another one. Next thing I remember we were in a vehicle, someone else was driving, -------- was in the back seat and you and I were in the front passenger seat. We were looking at each other soooo happy, i was touching your face and your hair and gazing into your eyes and asking if you missed me and once again i don't ever remember you talking at all but you were smiling so big and i could "feel" your love like in my other dreams you were touching me back too. you tried to start going up my shirt and you were laughing cuz you were joking around and we both laughed and i said to stop, i'm sure ----- doesn't want to see that, besides there's nothing up there, haha. you stopped and we both we're laughing about it. then we kissed and your lips were so soft (just like always) and we kissed for a little bit and just kept looking at each other - into each others eyes - smiling so BIG. after that we got out of the vehicle and it seems i lost you after that cuz next thing i know i was with huggiez in a locker room and he was gawking at all the girls. (haha)

anyhow, the weekend was pretty horrible without you and i had a terrible time emotionally. i felt like i needed some sort of sign from you soooo bad, just that you were okay or still out there somewhere. i was really depressed, so thank you so so so so much!!

honey i love you forever, that will never change. have a beautiful day - i know you will. love you always, your baby girl!!