Random thoughts & ramblings from someone who has lost a loved one. What it's really like to grieve.
May 21, 2007
Morning Kiss
I had a really vivid memory of kissing your cheek goodbye while you were sleeping. I was kinda groggy from staying up so late when I got up so as I went to get out of bed I kissed your angel bear and said I love you. My eyes were closed and I swear I saw you all curled up in bed and me on top of the covers all dressed ready to leave somewhere and I was leaning over you and kissing your cheek. It was stubbly and your hair was all messed up and I could even remember how you smelled. It was like for that one second when my eyes were closed I was back kissing you. I haven't had that memory or flashback yet, but now that I have I remember it now like it was yesterday. You were always so warm when I'd come in to kiss you. I wish so bad I could experience that again. Just once more. Just thought I'd tell ya hon. As usual you're my first thought in the morning. Oh yeah, whenever I'd kiss you goodbye and you were all cuddled up sleeping, I'd just look at you and I swear to God, there was no greater love. If you could've seen how I'd look at you when you were sleeping or if you could've just felt my love. It was an amazing thing. That's a great memory. I sure miss it. Gotta go now hon. I love you always n forever!! Your Baby Girl! xoxo
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Well written article.
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