One Favor

Hon, can I ask you a favor? Will you please never abandon me? Knowing that you are above me & by my side everyday is sometimes the only thing that keeps me going. If there's any way for you to help me through this life, with my highs and lows, successes and failures, my strengths and my weaknesses...can you help me through all of it, the good and the bad. Just like it was supposed to be ... just like we were married - through thick and thin. Could you please NEVER leave me. I need you when I doubt that I will ever be able to build or afford this house all by myself. I need you when I hate going to work every morning and I'd rather be on a basketball court or in Arizona (or with you!!). I need you when some days it hurts so bad cuz I'm here without you & you seem so far away. I know this is not true, but I need you when it feels like God has failed me and I feel so alone and empty. I need you to help me through those times. The little things you do, the little signs you send my way. I do miss you and I wish this NEVER happened. Please be with me as I coach this winter & help me to make wise decisions and lead a good life. Guide me when I fall away from the Lord. You help me more than you'll ever know. You made me a better person & you made me want to be a better person. You were so perfect. I sure miss that. I miss everything about you. Please, please, please be with me when I feel like no one else is. Please get through to me when no one else can. Please be the one sure thing I can count on in this life. Please be there in the end so we can be together when it's all said and done. If I can't have you now, please let it be when it counts .... in the Heavens. I love you honey, please, please be with me always. I do NEED you. Love you forever hon!! xoxoxo Your Babygirl. ONE <3