Hey Hon, I just wanted to share my dream with you. I was driving towards Bovill & I started thinking in my head. "I can't believe Kenny & I broke up and we haven't even talked since we broke up" and "I really miss him" "There's no reason we can't get back together again, I'm ready to give it all up to go where he is" Because for some reason I was working at Clarkia (and on my way to work) & I had this idea you were in Alaska and the reason we weren't together is because of distance & I didn't want to move with you to Alaska. Well, it hit me as I'm coming into Bovill that I WILL move. That I missed you SO much I wanted to go wherever you were, so I picked up my cell phone to call you ... and I remember thinking, "wow, I can't believe we haven't talked at all since we split apart" & kind of wondering why we never talked. Just cuz you moved away & I didn't see you was no reason not to talk. So I'm thinking how weird it is going to be to talk to you but also praying deep down you will still want to be with me after all this time. So I pick up the phone and I have full bars ... in Bovill!! lol, you know there is NO cell service there. So I start to dial your number & this loud CHIRPing noise keeps chirping ... out of who knows where. But it distracted me & next thing ya know I woke up...dammit. So I didn't even get to talk to you & even though I was nervous to talk to you...I would have woke up SO excited if I really talked to you in a dream. So that's it honey. On a side note they were tearing up the sidewalks in Bovill & fixing them up. Don't know what that means. Also I watched Office that evening & there were two characters that were madly in love & she was going to have to leave so he wanted to break up cuz last time she left to go work far away she broke up with him & broke his heart. This time he tried to break it off with her before she left out of fear of it happening again, but she said that this time it could work. That the distance wasn't going to matter. So maybe that's why I dreamed you were working in Alaska & we hadn't talked since you left.
Bottom line is I miss you & I'm just waiting for the day when we will be reunited in Heaven. I know it will happen, so I'm just riding out this life, doing what I can to get by. We will be together again hon! I MISS YOU!!! xoxoxoxo forever.
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